Goodbye Twenty'15 , Hi Twenty'16 !

Oh no! Time flies!

Today is 31st December 2015.

I'm supposed to revise my Finance book for next week exam but I don't have study mood now so yea I'm here for blogging again. Today is the last day of 2015. Many things happened in this year, from family to my health, studies and relationships with people. 2015 definitely a year full of ups and downs.  So now let me recall back all the memories in twenty'15.

February :

Penang Hot Air Balloon w niece.

March :

Som Fair 2015 and M.A.D Revolution

That time was busy. Kinda miss those days where I really got the passion in doing all the things, I've gone through stress, frustration, conflicts but last teamwork conquers everything. Truly appreciate someone who is always be there to guide me and all those 金玉良言 ahah.

April :

The Wanderers. I still remembered the time we sacrificed for practices.

I'm really a noob in music. That time I was trying very hard to learn electronic guitar and keyboard. Thank god we won best costume award and what else I've forgotten hahaha...but I remember I was in group No.4.

Hanging out with le directs. Superdirect yo!
The movie, the dinner, the desserts, the laughter, everything. 

*sob sob someone still din't me a t-shirt that symbolic superdirects. hahaha 

May :

MS Farewell. Simple & nice.

Basketball competition within USM 3 campus.

We manage to get 2nd-runner up haha..the match where I promised to help my friend due to less participation of students so couldn't form teams. I was happy although tiring and my stamina was like 0....stop for playing bball for so many years d due to health reason but the moments will be missed. 

Joined Intel Finance Team building programme as a facilitator.

First time ever working together with final year seniors.

You can see different types of personality in these people.

I'm not an extrovert person but that time was trying my best to motivate them and ourselves as well. Met new friends, gained new experience. 

July :

Finally I turned into 21st. lol. Everything is the same.

A year older, a year wiser. I hope so hahaa..

I don't really like to celebrate my bday so I go for working every year due to semester break xoxo. 

 Thanks for everyone who made my days on my birthday months !

Gathering with form 6 buddies yo !

All the best in pursuing your dreams. We're all in different states so we have lots to share bout...what remains the same is the happiness sticking together with you guys talking craps haha..

August :

Rem & Kim birthday. Yiyi will always love you two.

My two besties in my life. Belated celebration for our birthday together.

I always feel that its so good to be around with the people who truly appreciate you.

I don't have much friends, but the one who deserve my love and care about is enough.

October :

CE 2015.

The first event we played our role as a senior. See this is the new add in family members.

Bonding Trip :

It's really surprised me looking at this bunch of young people their efforts.

That was a great night. I'm looking for retired soon haha..just one more sem.

Nov :

Joined Jazz Band Concert - SPECTACULAR as external committee.

Its the same in sponsorship dpt again. What is different is I met a nice leader csookyee.

 She is so steady and good listener too xD

These are the important people whom I met through MS. Big small directs like bro & the girl I love so much hahaa..They are the one I'll truly believe in. Xiexie tamen.

看过了太多 真心与背叛 人心险恶 庆幸有3个值得我去付出和信任的人 :)

December:

This is the months full of celebrations. I can't focus on my studies haha..

Throwback Hooiping's birtday. Hope she will always smile and be happy. stay hangfuk..you must know its not easy to plan everything secretly haha..so do appreciate your prince and us :D

*Heaven Gate was the place I love for their fine-dining and service previously...but their service is downgraded recently with new waiters..its quite disappointing actually..

So it comes to an end of my 2015. Nothing much special.

I prefer simple.

To someone: you know I din't mention you here but  you're always in my heart <3 comment-3--="" nbsp="">

Looking forward to a fruitful twenty'16.

Next semester gonna be the hectic one..with so many events coming up and heavy subjects.

Time management is too important for next.

I promise myself will spend more time on my studies after next sem ends.

I wanna try to get at least dean list for a sem hahaa...

We'll strive for the best.

I've plenty new year resolutions ...

I wanna pass my all the papers especially finance pls.

Goodbye 2015, Hiii 2016 !!!

Steph

15.15.

My Uni Life

Its has been a long time I din't update my blog. First, I am lazy to write and secondly I am busy with so many things until I skip my lunch or dinner. This seems good also I can keep fit :d ( In fact, I put on my weight now so sad)..  Supper sometimes become my lunch+dinner.  I would say that what I'm doing now isn't the same  as what I imagined before I enter USM. What my sisters, seniors and frends told me are not same and now I believe everyone has their own story. Mine is simple and I'm still discovering the meaning of my uni life. 

1. Orientation week 

    I will just describe this week as ''physically and mentally TIRED''. Just like a mad woman rushing in and out from my hostel and USM. Sleep late and wake up very early to gather together & move to school.  What is memorable for me is our 'Desasiswa Sorokan'. The PPSL guided us and I damn in love with the ''TEKUNians'' spirit and finally we won it. " pump it up Tekun Tekun~~'' The DTSP is freaking cold and most of the time we go there to have our orientation week's programmes. Everything is okay until the day I go to pimpin siswa. 

From left : Wendy Lim , Hui Jing my roomate & I

2. Pimpin Siswa

    This is just so so so terrible..I was selected to go the Kem Palas at Yan, Kedah. I can't admit it for me its very tough for first day as mosquito everywhere * luckily I brought  the spray  thing  6 or 8 people squeezed in the camp so that can't really sleep well. The second day, at night around 2am , still raining heavily. If not mistaken, the one we hike is Gunung Jerai. That is so TERRIBLE for me..because first, I'm so scared of dark and now everything is dark we/re not allow to bring torchlight. Nevermind, its ok and secondly I am worried of my spectacle later I drop it because my power is too high. Third, I hate hearing the sound of the bugs and don't know what kind of animals or things inside the jungle and we need to keep stopping due to rainy day. What I will never forget is the people stopped in in halfway, let the one in front me thy go up first. I was like.....what is the things in front of me, then is my time to lead. The girls behind hold my hands and I find the way to go up as fast as possible. We fall down, get a little bit injured, body is wet, ''flooding'' inside our shoes...everything make us feel how important is teamwork and our determination to achieve our aim. Finally, we done everything and by 5 something we are back to the camping area. Too bad it was still raining and we were forced to sleep in that super wet camp. All of us waking up like ZOMBIE...hands trembling..A word to describe, damn COLD!... last day, I am so lucky to be chosen to catch the chicken..*Omg..! Omg !.. Catch it, bring it across the river, witnessed the scene my team Muslim guy killed it and last we washed it by the river. The blood....the cruel scene make me feel like vomitting for a few days and suprisingly I dn't eat Chicken, meats for 3 months already. 

My group members includinh Engineering campus/s students

3. Interaction Day+ Bonding Trip

    I went for Management Society/s interview and 28 of us were chosen as first year representative of Management Society (MS). I felt lucky get interviewd by MS President, a very perfect girl in our eyes. We started get to know who is our direct senior, at first I thought Aixin will be my direct but in the end turn up a handsome senior. He is also penangite. That is just a short 5 mins I think for the directs to communicate first meet each other. Sometimes I a, quite envy some other friends in Ms told me how nice is their direct seniors and how close they are.  Bring them shopping, go for lunch dinner together and most of the time they will ask '' Steph, who is your direct ahh??''  I was like not much to tell them about my direct haha. Anyway, he is a good senior. 

Glad to have them. Time to spend with them is precious one. I wonder how sincere friendship I wil lfind in university. Especially  current situation. I hate that kind of personality, I hate KIASU type that everything also want to compare. I feel annoying. 

4. Management Society 

    When come to our fytp first year training programme only we realized how much mistakes we've made. Keep in mind, promised ourselves we will improve it for upcoming events. Group B :D Thanks for my members those sacrifice their time coming for meetings, finally our decision goes to M night. Everything ended after the presentation. We work as a team, no man will be left behind :) 

TPY, the one I can talk heart to heart to. Bring her go makan makan that day,
Keep going ! Jiayou ! she is like my little sister <3 nbsp="" td="">

Currently quite stress, almost got meeting every night for this week.
I have midterm exam ( Accounting & business stat)
*fainted  Wednesday night exam and the next morning business stat..
Assignments too, exam, presentation, activities..
 I want to learn musical instruments as well if I can manage my time..

So its all about Time Management.. hahaaaa
Don't worry, be happy.
Have a nice day ! :) 

Steph
12 Nov 1.30pm

Sister Convocation

21st September , a big day for my sister. I knew that this day means a lot to her since she keep on saying when can she attend her convocation after 3 months she has been graduated and working. Because of her, I skipped school on Friday :( She wants me be her photographer.

I woke up early in the morning around 5am because of the the stupid phone call, affected my mood and I was dreaming bout something really nice. I was going to Eiffel Tower in my dream.. A busy day with a lot of good memories. Unfortunately, the high heel spoil my mood and I threw it away walking on the halfway and changed a comfortable shoe. FYI, I'm sad as I couldn't enter the hall to see the ceremony. Because every graduates has TWO TICKETS for their parents to enter the hall. So for sure, my mom and eldest sister are the two who entered and leaving me alone to walk around in Usm. I went to the Convo Ekspo.. Chaos there. Usm is crowded with people and traffic jam there. 

Luckily mom and sis came out immediately after my sis went up to the stage. She brought us to the new house while waiting for another sis in the hall. Every week when I went to the new house, I felt satisfied and grateful. Eldest sis really sacrifices so many things for us. I never say ''thank you'' to her but in my heart so ''gam dong''. That's why, be the youngest one among our siblings is the nicest thing in this world. 

Photos taken in USM.

Family and I.

Flowers and bear.

Pretend as a bachelor, Hoho xD  I like green colour, Standing on the field, I felt happy.

Talk about another sister who graduated yesterday. She's a real Book-worm. I really don't understand bout her since I was small. She stay in da room reading for so many hours everyday even school holidays, public holidays...conclusion is EVERYDAY. Why does her life just BOOKS ????  But yea, finally I understood yesterday. When we're back from Usm, she told me in the car that she loves to study is because we're born in poor family and parents are not educated so she wants to make a different. Hmm..same mindset with me. 

Sometimes I really feel like both of my sisters are strong, I mean they are independent, sure I'm too on studies. From I entered Primary school until now sixth form, my parents never gave me money to spend on studies. All the fees my eldest sis paid for me when I was young, started from form 4 I went out for part time work during holidays and earned some money for the expenses until now.  So I'll be more hardworking now to face my STPM then get into University. I don't  want to disappointed them. Without my eldest sister, I wonder how would I be now, Am I be able to study now ? Thank god for giving me 2 good sisters that always scolded me for no reason but also love me. 1 sister to support me on my daily expenses and 1 sister for teaching me when I faced problems on my studies for the past 16 years. Although she is not give me money anymore, and another one not teaching me study anymore since I was in form 5. Anyway, everything is ok, at least I learnt how to fall and stand up by myself. 

I still have 5 or 6 years to go only can graduate from University. Ahh, can times pass quickly ? I just scare that my parents couldn't wait anymore. Dad always asking me when I will graduate from Uni..I was telling him must come on the day I graduate and take photo together. I owe him so many things, I can't give him money to buy his medicine, I want him to stay healthy forever.

 Steph

745pm